"8 Yrs"

Dangerous you are
Untouchable in a sense
You intentionally let me capture your all
But continuously conceal your heart with a pad locked defense
I'm always overwhelmed by your presence,The ora that you bring
Understand that the blazes behind your eyes are unyieldingly piercing
You have my thoughts all over the place
Thoughts of new adventures and positions for our next embrace
Our encounter could've ended as just a fling
After 8yrs amazingly you still arouse my...Everything
This thing is so powerful
Total strangers see us together and feel the need to sing
You see we have this mechanism
We're like grooved wheels and roped machines called pulleys
My heart pulls you
Your heart pulls for me
Baby we, we turn dilapidated buildings into businesses
Dirt roads into pavement
Immodest sex into art
We, we make excitement turn into ignite...It
Has me thinking baby
Maybe you are that opposite sex being
Like a better half
When we're around each other we live, we laugh, we love
8yrs we've went with no glove
Towards anyone I've never given away this amount of trust
Matter of fact
It never matters where we are
Nothing planned
We just let it happen
This attraction
This passion
My appreciation
I love you
This is my dedication
To you, for being here, being there
It's like I never left, Never leaving you
You have me feeling like a school girl
Damn your so cool
My visions of us are far from "Just Friends"
A title for 8yrs I've had to pretend
No matter the outcome
My heart; It'll mend
I'll still remain and you'll gain
A true best friend

"The Unborn"

Days began just as nights ended
The conviction of slowing down
I'd always envisioned
After partying and drinking
I can recall the men along with women who've penetrated my mind intensely
As i become sober
I'm feeling tired, nauseous, stomach uneasy
I realize that I'm left with an unborn seed thinking
Not being mentally stable, feeding another person, I was merely able
I couldn't endure being financially adjusted
Along with morning sickness, I was disgusted
Concealing the truth of what i thought needed to happen
Took a toll on relationships
And my secret begun to have its own cabin
I hid pain and anger through laughter
As time ran out
My secret grew a little bigger
Going into the clinic with a hat and big shades would have to be my identity i figured
Nervously I await my name to be called
Looking around with my head down
Hoping no one noticed me from church nor the mall
Me being in this predicament
I wondered if this was God's way of life's punishment
As the meds ran through my body
I stumbled as I walked
Running into his wife with the same gown as I
"We're here for the same reason" as i thought
Laying in front of three nurses, one doc
I squeeze a hand and watch the time pass on a mounted clock
My body goes numb while thoughts of me ridding this black woman deteriorates my mind
Surrounded and protected by a family full of intelligent men
Boy would she have been one of a kind
My decisions on how to go through life would've had to change
My actions as a mother, to her, i would've had to explain
Years have passed and I continue to endure the pain
Four hundred and thirty-six dollars
I've used in vain
My knees are bruised from asking God for forgiveness
Praying that he has mercy upon my soul
Because it's only "Me" that I blame

"Imgination"

"IMAGINATION"

I'm aiming to be apart of your anything
Your empire
Let's take each other higher
Setting ideas on fire
The anticipation
I'm ready to collide universes
Ready to build a nation
My indication
Pure imagination overflows with enjoy
Lacking the sound of each others voice
We have this deep sea of connection
Beginning a pathway to somewhat perfection
I pause after proceeding to give your tongue an erection
Thousands of miles away
Sometimes I feel like blowing up
Even giving up
Not seeing you gets unbearable to do
The beauty is that from a distance its still things we go through
Astonishing I touch myself and I feel as though its you
On a daily its so much that we share
Our lives, childhood situations, our educated opinions
Something connects; Transpires even
It inspires us to care
We're free to engage
Enact
We're able to nurture this feeling
It deserves no explanation
One day our love will be so humongous
We'll be able to extend it over a plantation
Prepare yourself to run with our imaginations
Through lillies and daisies and Chrysanthemums
I pray that we make it
Your mind and loyalty of attentiveness
In the future our attachment will be evolved with less stress
Our continuing conversion
Bravo; I'm impressed
You being Capricorn; And I Scorpio
I'm stimulated by our progress
I just wanna be there
Let's receive time and patience
With my heart I observe
More so I preserve
I wanna take time and into the future, with you, Just let me stare
I admit I've caught reserved feelings
It's up to you to sit in this reserved seat
With our imagination; Lets start building