"Russian Roulette"

Lights off

Shadowed in the corner

I listened for the sound of the revolver

Over clouded thunder

Vibes were considered

Planted feelings got whispered

All the while, blossomed flowers withered

Animated tears suddenly fell like dominoed towers being misheard

Waiting for you to pull the trigger of bigger intentions

I allow you to navigate thru my mind

Conversion continues and later you remain in my mentions

So many options of dismissal

Goodbye forehead kisses sounding off like triggered pistols

Emptyness and prolonging

Knowingly, We're not belonging

Loving you can't interfere with my destiny

Pulling the trigger still won't let me rest in peace

I'm crazily infatuated with a fictitious enemy

I exercise feelings with freedom of speech

I stand with my back glued to the wall as my words to you get impeached

Let me bleed out from this bullet; Please

Arrested with this cardiac

Chest pounding

My heart you've attacked

From triggered moments of mourning

As your stiffened face reacts to the ring

(Pow)

I instantly fall to my knees

"I Guess I'll See You Next Lifetime"

In my head chanting instrumentally

As the saga unfolds

You plant one last forehead kiss as I'm dismissed

While my eyes sluggishly close

-T. Vanderbilt